just got back from home from training...so tough so hard for me nearly fainted on the spot due to my heart..near felt the death in me..was wondering why i have this kind of problem why *God* keep on giving me such problem WHY WHY WHY....If i had a Choice, can you end my life? too much for me...all this time i'm lying to myself to accept you...i can't do much stuff in my life anymore...If you are listening to me or seeing me writing this hope you can talk to me......